Euthanasia...

Carrying on from earlier, in retrospect it feels it could have been so much better to have seen the grass beneath my feet from a different horizon than to crash into it head first and have it stare into my face .. But then even that would have been so much better for it would atleast have kept me on the same patch of green and not been catapulated off it onto a barren road..

Not only do we live in a world of multiple illusions but so easily turn illusionists for someone else .. Often is surprising how people would paint themselves green to camouflage in the trees .. And that makes it surprising to see someone not do so .. But what leaves you agape is to see the same person get sick of the paint and walk off leaving the fields for some swamp .. But is the swamp just an illusion and could it actually be the Amazon??

Trying to be yourself reminds me of a line : " If you live each day as if it were your last ... One day you will most certainly be right." Death is perhaps the only thing that would make petty things in a life non existent.. In its wake only the things most truly important to you stand in front of you.. And those break the illusion around you..

For most of us though death is as far fetched a concept as nuclear science .. Its something we wont be bothered to understand or think about .. But when need be, you wont find an aegis to abate it .. With such an idea how do we ,if ever, think and not just think, but use ,the thought of death effectively?

A more important thing to think of is what exactly would be an "effective" use ?? Money?? Fame ?? Riches ?? But arent these just as futile as a persons Yahoo Mail account in the age of Gmail??

So what is effective .....